I haven't kept a blog in a very long time. I do keep a diary, but I have been struggling with it. I feel so very exposed, writting in my journal. What if someone stumbled across it? It would obviously be MY journal, the thoughts and wishes and fears would obviously be MINE. Blogs, while more public, allow me to be anonymous. You can send your true self out into cyber space. And among the millions of other blog users, the millions of readers, you and I become just one of the masses. Maybe someone will read your thoughts. But more then likely, you will be simply and fully invisible. And invisibilty is always a super power I've fantasized about.
A short introduction is in order, I believe.
I'm 19. I work hard. Boyfriend and have been together on and off for almost two years. I keep my drug habit in check. I love the thrill of the chase; sex is good. My horse keeps me sane. Best Friend is a cunt, who knows all the answers and is starting to wear in my nerves. My car burns alot of oil, and is hardly large enough my myself and my saddle to fit into. I recently developed a slight obsession with my weight. I have a pair of blue shorts, size 11. I'm going to fit them very soon.
So, hello to you.
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